Hi my name is Fiona I'm 26 and from London and you probably won't like me. I DO NOT promote eating disorders, suicide, or any form of self-harm.**TRIGGER WARNING** I'm always here for all of my followers, never hesitate to message me if you need to or want to talk:)
i will forever be the hurting child, the angry teenager and the lonely adult.
I bite my tongue because in the end I know nothing I say matters anyways
Holding everything in because you know that no one wants to hear it or even cares
No matter how much effort I put in it’s never good enough
My life was supposed to end at 16
Idk what im doing now
I just wish I mattered.
The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful
why am i so insignificant in the lives of those who are yet so significant to mine
For once, I want someone to be scared of losing me. To fight for me to stay when I try to leave. Why am I always the one scared? Always the one fighting for someone to stay?
Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted
Guess I’ll just swallow my feelings down because everything turns to shit when I express them
I dont think I will ever be loved the way I give love to others.
